HI, guise! :)
Sorry I haven’t been posting anything legit the past days. Anyway, here’s a quick update about how I’ve been doing lately.
We went for a swim at the Ocean Pearl last night from 8pm to 3am. hihi. Sifa and I were with Vanessa’s family and her mom’s workmates btw. :)
I woke up at about 2pm today. Sifa and I tried to set up the inflatable swimming pool but we found out about it having a big hole. We tried our best to fix it and patch it but no luck. We’ll try again tomorrow especially that uncle’s already around! haha.
We went to Vanessa’s house to watch movies but there were a series of unfortunate events that happened. First, Sifa accidentally poured the “Binignit” (a visayan vegetable soup) on Vanessa’s parents’ bed :O and when Vanessa tried to wash the sheets, she haven’t noticed that her sister’s cellphone was in it too so she got it wet. :( Now we have to make ambag to have her sister’s phone repaired.
We were planning on playing tennis tomorrow but idk. haha. I hope I don’t feel lazy waking up early :/
That’s all for today guise. And please, please, please, pretty please follow me on ask.fm? hahahaha. I have only 1 follower :3 I pramis to follow back and your anonymous questions will be transferred there. mehihi. :) Goodnight
I was gonna answer this on my ask.fm but I feel like my answer deserves to be on my blog too, so I’m answering it here instead :)
Uhm, I haven’t had a debut celebration anon. Sad :( I celebrated it with family and friends instead. But if I were to have my own debut, I’ve always dreamed of having it in a vintage-y but modern-y motif. Something like Kathryn Bernardo’s. With the entrance vintage car, and the gowns, and the singers. But I won’t have the 18 roses and candles. I’d probably give it a twist. My friends did the 18 shots and I thought it was cool so I would have probably done something like that. hihi. I’m not really good at party planning though, I just have these ideas that I can’t really make into reality haha. I hope I answered your question :)
Oh, and anon messages will be answered on my ask.fm starting now. hihi. I just felt like creating an account last night so if I you haven’t seen your questions answered yet, it’s probably in my ask.fm :) thanks guise! Have a nice day ahead
papalow naman sa ask.fm wala akong magawa eh haha. dun ko na din sasagutin anon messages niyo xD
How far have I come?
Paninindigan ko tong status na to. I won’t look back muna hanggang matetempt pa akong bumalik. Pag feeling ko okay na ako, saka na ako lilingon ulit. So, no interactions muna with the past people, and like smilinglittlealien-madeline said, hindi naman yan bitter, kesa naman pilitin makipag-usap sa mga taong nakakasakit pa sayo diba? :) hihi. basta paninindigan ko to.
Btw, huhu. Pramis pag naayos ko na lahat magbblog na ako ng maayos. Ang gulo na tingnan ng blog ko ngayon huhubels.
This is going to be long and I won’t bother to proofread so..
I’ve been really busy the past days trying to look for a job and something to do this summer. Been running errands for my uncle too, the reason why I haven’t got enough time to take decent photos and blog something worth reading anymore. Everyday, I go home feeling so exhausted so I go to sleep real early na din. I’ve been preoccuped by these things that I forgot about other things, other problems, and other people.
Err. So, my ex boyfriend whom I’ve had a VERY complicated relationship with sent me a friend request last April 11. I didn’t want to turn out bitter so I accepted it. I was the one who unfriended him din naman last June 2013 pa. That same day when I got home late at night, he also sent me a message. Just a simple “:)” and I didn’t know how to react. We had a very complicated relationship that lead us to settle it in a court trial something haha. That’s how worst it was. All this time, even though I was the one who should be acting bitter about everything that’s happened, he was always the one who acted like it. He blocked my entire family on facebook and looked at us in a very threatening way whenever we happen to cross paths somewhere and IDK why and what’s up with him. haha. i just ignored his message though but he continued sending me messages.
He asked me how I’ve been doing lately and asked for my new number. What? No! I replied telling him I was fine but I kept ignoring about him asking for my number. He said that he wasn’t doing fine though and the convo kind of went on. Just casual. Like a how-are-you-what-have-you-been-up-to kind of convo. But he suddenly asked me out. Waht? No again! haha. I kept on declining but i didn’t want to be rude so I kept on saying “SORRY, I can’t”. He kept asking if I missed him, etc. but my replies were always dry. Like, “sorry, no! I’ve moved on” Shit like that. But he keeps on insisting and he didn’t want to like give up about my cellphone number. I probably told him about all the lame reasons I could think of, “Sorry I use another carrier”, “Sorry my phone’s not functioning well”, “Sorry I’m only using a temporary number atm”, “I’ll just text you whenever I can since I still have your number” But he just won’t give up. UGH. What exactly is this guy trying to plot? I don’t want him in my life just YET and no NOT AGAIN! He already fooled me twice, and battered me too many times! I didn’t want him in yet. Ugh. I’m trying to act mature though. Like I just don’t want to turn out bitter since it’s already been months and I’ve already moved on.
Why is it that when you’re there, or almost there, everything just comes back at you. Like the situation doesn’t want you to get over it. -_- I’m tired of this crap though. My bestfriend says it’s probably because we haven’t had proper closure and maybe if we get to talk about it properly, we can go on our separate ways already. But everytime I try to tell this guy I still need space, and MORE SPACE and time like not just months but maybe YEARS or anytime when I feel like my heart’s already being mended he’ll reply, “NO! I don’t want you to walk away!” WTF right? -_- So immature! He’s done a lot of bad things to me and he’s expecting me to stay? -_- I don’t get his logic. UGH.
I’m just letting this out though. People have been telling me, “I deserve better” and I really think I do! So I probably just wouldn’t mind him. UGH. Ignore, Alyssa! Don’t let the same douche bag fool you for the third time. If you let him, it wouldn’t be only him who’s fooling you, you’ll also be fooling yourself for believing in the same lies again! -_-
I DESERVE BETTER!
April 11, 2014
Errr. Still not in the mood to write a long entry about this day but I didn’t want to miss out this day so here’s something.
Vanessa, Sheanne, and I went to watch Diary ng Panget AGAIN. haha. This is my third time watching it na. I spent a lot of money for this err but no regrets ‘cause James is something worth paying 180php for, I think? haha. This was also the day that the cast of DnP had their mall tour caravan something in SM City Cebu so we grabbed the opportunity and bought another tickets. Its validity’s until this 16th of April so I still have time to watch it again with friends :3 Plus you’re given a free poster which will later on be signed by all of the casts so I think it was worth it.
Those two girls in the red circle are my friends. Vanessa, and Sheanne. Natakpan ako nung guard eh. haha. But anyways, we were fangirling over the top omg. James Reid was so hott I swear! We were sweating like crazy and literally because it was also literally hot. the event was held in the covered parking area so unfortunately no aircon. Para akong basang sisiw. And James looked at me thrice. I’m not being feelingera naman I swear he looked at me thrice while singing No erase and Natataranta on stage. He was probably thinking, nakakaawa ako kasi grabe yung mga kamay ng tao sa likod halos takpan na mukha ko. But every glance was worth it! Plus I get to hold his hand when he went somewhere near us. I really grabbed his arms talaga because I couldnt contain the joy ahaha. The guards were slapping my arms na, telling me to let go but i wouldn’t because duh, it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity guards fck off he’s my idol kay? haha. And during the autograph signing, I got to shake hands and interact with the stars a little.
Andre Paras looked irritated so I didn’t bother him with the handshake no more. Yassi Pressman was so beautiful. Not exaggerating. She is indeed gorgeous! She greeted me “Hello!” I swear matotomboy na ako. Nadine just held my hand with both her hands. She wasn’t looking my way though ‘cause she was talking to a girl beside her, and was talking to James. They were so sweet. I so ship them. Then it was James’ turn. He just signed the poster, looked at me in the eye, took my hand, shook it and said, “thank you”. Aren’t I lucky though? It was James Reid! He talked to me and I get to hold his hand! How fortunate!
I’m still looking for more decent photos though as I wasn’t able to bring the camera that time. We were so unprepared because it was also unexpected. We weren’t initially planning on attending the event but because the feels were still so fresh after having watched the movie again, I feel like the money’s still worth it and IT IS! No regrets! :)
Waaht. I love you James Reid! hahaha. Errrm. Photos care of VIVA entertainment btw. V and S’ faces were featured on their page. LOL.
The twelfth of April 2014
Hi guise. I was about to blog about the long day yesterday, though the only highlight was when I saw James Reid and Andre Paras personally and up close, but I’m too tired to blog about anything long tonight so I’ll just blog about this quick update again :)
Sifa, Vanessa, and I went to Junas Gym today because Sifa planned on going back to her Taekwondo practice after years of being away, and she asked Vanessa and I to come with her. I met new friends there and there was a rainbow! :3 It’s unclear in the picture but I swear it was beautiful :) Hm. That’s all for today, I guess. I’m feeling rather unwell tonight so I guess I should be sleeping early :/
PS photos taken by my sister ;)
EMERGHHEEERRRD. nahawakan ko kamay ni James Reid twice! Sino ingget? hahaha. And he looked at me thrice! Sino na talagang ingget? ahahajk. Last na, kinausap niya ako, sabi niya “Thank you” hahaha big deal na saken yun ah! Ikaw ba naman kausapin ni James Reid! Pero serious! Gwapo niya sa personal huhubels. Di ko na inenglish entry ko kasi di feel yung emotions pag english! hahaha. Nakita ko siya ng malapitan as in isang table lang pagitan namin and may autograph nako sa kanya. hahaha. Hashtag fangirling. First time tong nagfafangirl ako over a local artist ah! Gwapo eh pakshet! XD Details mamaya na with pictures pag makahanap ako ng medyo desente para iblog xD
Vanessa and I went to DHL to have my uncle’s documents finally processed. We went home and then strolled around the village. I went home again to change my clothes and then went to exercise and play volleyball in a place we usually call “Oval” :) I must say, Day well spent! :)
Hm. I have to sleep now though. Vanessa and I planned to have a jog tomorrow at 5AM :) LOL. && I’m drinking milk right nao. Yay to healthy living
which probably wouldn’t last a month hahaha
If you want something, give it away. You’ll get more of what you want by giving away some of what you have. When you want smile, you give yours; when you help people, they help you; and if you want money, share half of yours. You see, what you give away will tend to come back to you in other way unexpectedly. So if you want something, don’t be sound so desperate. Just let things flow.
The trick of “giving” is to give something WITHOUT wanting anything in return. And when we’re expecting something back, we are tend to be attached to a result. And when we’re already attached, LESS happens. Right? So you shouldn’t say, “I’ve given my all, my everything, but I got nothing in return.” Because you’re not giving at all, but you’re MEASURING it. There’s a difference.
The ninth of April 2014
i. I was supposed to be awake by 9am to run errands for my uncle who’s at Riyadh right now and to do other things but because I wanted to have more time with my bed I decided to sleep in until 12pm. I had an argument with my mum and my bro. Yea, we are the noisiest family in the neigborhood lol. I cried bc dayum my bro’s words were just … tagos and I couldn’t hold the emotions in any longer that caused my eyes to swell meh~
ii. Anyway, Vanessa suddenly arrived so I asked her if she could come with me and she agreed. We went to the Marina mall to have my uncle’s documents authenticated by the Department of Foreign Affairs care of DHL. Unfortunately, all wwwexpress branches are closed today and we didn’t know. It was a holiday! LOL. So I decided to cancel all my plans for the day as companies will probably be closed too :/
iii. I had Shawarma rice for my late lunch but uncle wouldn’t let me finish my meal… he kept on calling, huhubels I just want to eat uncle please let me eat. He gave me instructions about where to go next and what to do, etc. We tried to go to the DHL branch near Menzi but no luck :(
iv. We went to the Gaisano Island Mall to buy some stuff. I bought myself two pairs of jeans, a blue blouse, and new casual shoes. I also bought Vanessa a pair of jeans because I’m a good friend loljk. Sorry though, I just can’t be bothered to take photos of these stuff as I’m soooo tired right after the long day :3 I’ll probably just edit this entry in the future when I have time or when I remember mehihi.
v. At around 5pm we decided to have our merienda at Greenwich because I wanted to eat lasagna AGAIN! I’ve been eating Greenwich’s Lasagna for two weeks straight now :O Unhealthy living. Too much fast food. NOT. GOOD.
vi. We strolled around the mall one more time and then we decided to go home :) Bought buko juice on the way home hihi. I accidentally saw my bro at a Gasoline station and I waved at him, gesturing to take me home with his motorcycle haha but he just said “Bantayan mo si Jade”, smiling. Vanessa then reminded me about the argument earlier today and I just laughed ‘cause I forgot. hahaha
vii. Watched Beki Boxer with Vanessa at their crib. It got her hooked for the past few days :3 I then went home, Vanessa came with me and we fangirled over James Reid while watching his music video “Natataranta na" hahaha. The song "Di ko Alam”, a Diary ng Panget OST also got me LSS. :/
viii. The Village’s commander decided to have all sari-sari stores closed asap which is too much of a hassle for all the villagers because we’re used to buying in sari-sari stores na and we have suking tindahans and all that na haha plus I wanted to drink fresh milk earlier but I couldn’t find a store to buy anything and it’s already 9pm and I’m wearing sleeveless and slippers and if I go out of the Village’s gate they wouldn’t let me in anymore because the guards are OA they wouldn’t let you in if it’s already past 10pm, if you’re wearing sleeveless and slippers, and if you don’t have the village ID! -_- Sucks right?
PS. I live in an Air force camp slash village :/
Errrr. I think this entry ended up too long. hahaha. Hm. I don’t think anyone will try to read this tho. Anyway, I’m still going to add little bits about what I did yesterday (April 8, 2014)
Vanessa and I went to CIT-U to claim my uncle’s documents and then headed to SM City Cebu to have our lunch at Greenwich AGAIN hahaha and to watch Diary ng Panget. I’ve already watched the movie but I really wanted for Vanessa to see it herself so I decided to treat her to a movie date. Told ya I’m a good friend! hahaha. And yea, I’m planning to watch it again this Friday with the bestie and next week with Vanessa’s bestie. hahaha. Sorry tho. The movie’s just too funneh I can’t not watch it over and over again. I’m so magastos but I think I’m spending it wisely since I’m enjoying it naman loljk. I hope I don’t end up broke after the end of this month huhubels.
So yea, I think that would be all for today. Goodnight folks! :)